My skin was all red and burning.
It was the summer of 2021, we had just moved to Sanremo and I couldn’t go out!
It was a test of patience!
Sometimes my soul talks to me in body symptoms.
I felt my mission was so big and important and I really wanted to birth it.
I was “burning” to get it out, but I couldn’t manage.
Until one day I tuned into my feelings and what I felt wasn’t at all fun:
• No meaning
• Heavy
• All darkness
• No love
• No joy
• No feelings
• No responsibility
• No Movement
• Apathy
• No energy
And then I took a big piece of orange play dough, which was symbolizing all I was meant to birth.
I was guided to take piece by piece and bring it into a form.
The feelings of restlessness transformed into peace.
I had the realization that I don’t have to birth all at once, but one little piece at a time.
And, a few days later my month long burning skin calmed down.
I felt on track again!
My soul talks with me in various ways!
Sometimes it’s a soft voice in my solar plexus.
Often it talks in pictures or symbols – either in dreams or in dreamlike states, which I get into with music journeys or meditation.
It guides me with my intuition and feelings in my heart.
It also can come in thoughts, which have a different quality than those of my ego.
Sometimes it wants to talk to me through body movements and embodying the message.
To talk with me directly in words is rare.
Usually I need to listen deeply to grasp the meaning of my visions, as interpreting them would limit my soul’s expression.
Listening to my inner guidance is super important to me.
It helps me to stay on my life journey and not not walk someone else’s path.
I have promised myself to stay true to myself, even if it leads me into darkness or difficult and challenging spots.
I believe I am guided to experience all the colours life has to offer in order to learn and grow.
The pleasant, uncomfortable and painful - is all part of life.
Avoiding or excluding something would stop me to live life to the full.
How does your soul talk to you?